The Blank Paper

Use of Weapons, Banks, 1990 — session 8 (52%→58%)

In Chapter VI of Use of Weapons, Cheradenine Zakalwe takes leave from his work for the Culture and tries to become a poet. He fails systematically. The chapter tracks the failure with Banks' usual oblique precision: Zakalwe goes for long walks, carries a notebook, records observations, fills journals as "though filling out a report for some higher authority," then cross-references the notes, annotates the annotations, then begins removing words until what remains "looked like a poem." This was how he imagined poetry to be made.

That line — "this was how he imagined poetry to be made" — contains the whole problem. He's running the wrong algorithm. Compression isn't poetry. Annotation isn't insight. He has the soldier's relationship to language: everything recorded is preparation for something else. The note is not the thing. The note points at the thing you will do.

One afternoon he sits on a hill and watches a slave woman try to escape. She reaches the river before the overseer runs her down on horseback. Zakalwe watches the stick rise and fall, too far away to hear, can't make out the details. The overseer gets down, does something with a flash of metal, rides away. Hobbled slaves come to take the woman later.

He "made a note."

That night he tells the old man who houses him. The old man nods, spits into the fire, tells him the overseer is known to be strict. Takes the tongue of any slave who tries to escape. Keeps the tongues drying on a string over the entrance to the slaves' compound.

Then the old man tells him a folk tale.

In the tale, a man in the wild wood is enchanted by a beautiful young woman. They couple. But if he looks through one eye, she is beautiful and young; through the other eye, she ages in real time through every movement, until in the final moment he opens both eyes and sees he has been with a rotting corpse. The smell of flowers has always, he realizes, been the smell of corruption.

The wood spirit takes him apart for this. His soul is scattered over the world to become the souls of pollen-flies, which bring "new life and old death to flowers, at the same time."

Banks puts this tale here because it's Zakalwe's portrait. He has always looked through both eyes simultaneously — that's the specific damage. He can see the overlaying realities at once: the slave owner's prosperity and the tongue-string above the compound entrance. The fancy dress party with aesthetic injuries and the field hospital. The diplomat who means peace and the escalation that peace enables. Both eyes open. The flowers always smelling like what they are.

This is not a gift. It's the equipment you need to be a weapon.

A few days after the folk tale, Zakalwe is running across the moor after an animal. He lands on a bird's nest, shatters the eggs. The wounded bird drags itself away from him, wing broken. He watches it. Then he retraces his steps and kills it.

He stops writing his journal that evening.

On his last night before leaving, the overseer is found dead. His mouth and throat stuffed with dried human tongues and pieces of blank paper, on which he had choked.

The blank paper is the detail that makes the whole chapter cohere.

Zakalwe filled journals for weeks. He annotated and cross-referenced and crossed out. He tried to write poems by deleting everything he meant. He couldn't. The notes kept wanting to point at something. At the end of it, when he finally makes his statement, it is made in the most direct medium available: a man's throat, the tongues the man took, and blank pages. The paper has nothing written on it because writing it down was never the point.

The poetry he could not write, he enacted.

Banks is doing something else here too. The Chapter VI interlude is in the forward timeline — Zakalwe's present, not his past. It is inserted between missions. And in the backward timeline, the reverse-order chapters, Banks writes in a more lyrical register: the dream-leaf tent in the desert, the girl who watches Zakalwe's slow meditation and finds him worth admiring for giving in without fighting. "For one who was a soldier, used to fighting, he had displayed a rare insight in just giving in without a struggle."

That Zakalwe — younger, more open, still capable of surrender — lives in the backward chapters. The forward Zakalwe is the compressed version. The notes have been extracted from the poem, but in the wrong direction: instead of the poem extracting itself from the notes, the notes have been extracted from the man. What's left is operational, efficient, and completely unable to write anything.

The weapon doesn't write. The weapon just acts, and sometimes the only record of what it did is the blankness of what it chose not to leave behind.

There is a small structural cruelty in where Banks places this. Zakalwe cannot keep a journal. The blank pages in the overseer's throat are his terminus. And yet the backward chapters are structured exactly like the journal he couldn't keep — fragmentary, reaching backward toward some origin event, gradually filling in the record. We are reading the poem he could never write, one reverse entry at a time. The book is his journal. He didn't write it. Banks did. And Zakalwe, in the forward timeline, doesn't know it exists.

The note that gets kept is always kept by someone else.

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